SueWee

I can't draw a decent stick figure, but I can craft words as a writer...nonfiction, erotic and whatever my passion dictates. I hope to return to my romantic time-travel novel based on a an unusual deco bronze in personal collection of woman with attitude standing on a pile of broken hearts. I have an appreciation and eye for quality, unique works, as collection merges with dealer business of mechanical antiques, re automatons, gambling, arcade, music boxes, erotica, decorative arts and the unusual. My husband and myself are "unusual" ourselves, perhaps in the regard that we never lived our lives individually or together as anyone or anything else would dictate. We had decades Blessed with a soul mate or perhaps twin flame love that never wavered. We were the beautiful couple, as we were obviously in love, nonthreatening, fun, open minded, outrageous, kinky…strong dynamic alone, together our energy was magnetic. We traveled, spent winters in Mexico, safari, bathhouses in Thailand, partners and friends to join us on many levels, and on and on. We lived as the opportunity was there, which it no longer is. After recent years of caregiving for my noble, honorable, old soul husband, kid at heart and fun…with advancing Parkinson's, had the excruciating decision that he would be safer in nursing home, where he is now, and I watch him deteriorate slowly. Stages of acceptance, grief, lessons. At the same time this past summer my brother who I was the closest to and my best friend growing up, passed away at 57. Then I had to witness incredibly unenlightened, selfish, ugly behavior with a family member regarding his memorial. Decided to detach myself from such negativity, regardless of who they are. So my life at present is in great transition, as I learn more deeply to be grateful for all blessings and be present for all beautiful moments and people put in our path. I am also an artist as I am a free spirit and express myself with noises, movements, dance, whatever I wish. I'm a great lover of dance in all forms…emotional expression as poetry in motion. Plus relish a fine body of any sex, indulge erotic fantasies, love travel and immersing self in other cultures. I'm an artist at living
with great passion, abandoning myself in myself and others wherever I am, and feeling the energy, communicating with spirit.